If I had the opportunity to renounce my visions and creativity for the sake of removing my fear and anxiety of the environment, would I do that?

Abstract

The topic of this thesis is an exploration of my feelings of anxiousness which causes me to wonder, “If I had the opportunity to renounce my visions and creativity for the sake of removing my fear and anxiety of the environment, would I do that?”. The idea presented is deeply rooted in my own unit problems of the overload of the modern world, exaggerated by the recent pandemic, marked by the growing stigma of war in Europe in recent times, which led to my philosophical pondering over the meaning of my art.This thesis consists of five chapters. In the first chapter, titled “Visions - Orientation point”, I explained the importance of visions in my art. In the second chapter, called "Research”, I developed my knowledge of research with the creative process. The third chapter “Mind Mapping” explores own methodological system I created. In the concluding chapter, “Observations", I developed and explained my artistic process made in cooperation with others. “Reflection of MA Show”, Is an implementation due to the whole of actions I had taken in this Thesis after pushing my thoughts and knowledge into actions and translating my vision into the conceptual language of art. In the practical part of my conceptual Diploma, which I described in this chapter, I tried to provoke discussion, and explanation of my thesis question in a similar form by each individual.Something unforeseen has happened and I was not able to connect the dots as I wanted. Due to that my quest to find the answer to the research question has been complicated. I described that thread in the conclusion.